study hard again, get GPA or grade point average appropriated to target, make friends again, busy in organization again, and more.
i feel a lil' bit scared. i'm scared if second term will be like what i dont want to.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
-I HOPE ALLAH GIVES ME AN EASY WAY TO PAST ALL TERMS SO I CAN MAKE PROUD MY DAD.
-I HOPE ALLAH GIVES ME AN EASY WAY TO MAKE BEST FRIEND, NOT JUST A FRIEND
-I HOPE ALLAH GIVES ME THE BEST FOR ME
i wish that 2010 and more would be wonderful years. i dont want anything bad in previous years happened AGAIN in next years.
i wish that my GPA would be like what i wrote on my room-wall so that my scholarship would be lasting.
i wish that i could continue my study til' doctoral degree freely (got scholarship) so that my dad never wasted money for me anymore.
i wish that my dad were still alive so that he could see me graduated from master degree.
i wish that my dad were still alive til' someone special married me so that he could see his daughter started new life.
i wish that my dad could see his 6 children got success before he was off forever
i wish that my dad and my mom would be in heaven with their 6 children.
AMIN YA ALLAH
after ALLAH, I ♥ My Dad more than anything in this worldwide
i ♥ him no matter what happened